Is it okay to be a teaser, a taunter and a bully?

I am all three, I deserve a reward right? I mean I was bullied in elementary during grade 2 and this is when I became, a teaser, a taunter and a bully, this is okay I mean it is justified. I have teased a girl about there skin color and hair, I have taunted some random lil sh*t in grade 9 and I have bullied kids all through out elementary and high school, I feel proud. I am also justified because now know one can fuc*ing touch me! Everyone fears me beautiful and everyone rebels against me and fails excellent, I mean what more could I ask for but a bliss love and a beautiful life.